I hate myself so much!! There is not one thing I like about me today! I wish I was somebody else. Someone who wasn't a freak, a drama queen, an obsessive lunatic! I wish I could just be normal! Someone who doesn't push people away by being "Me." I wish I wasn't awkward. I wish I could say what I feel upfront and in person. At this very moment I wish I wasn't Andrea Carrie Howard.
I am hating myself right now and needed to vent! Thanks for letting me indulge in my self-loathing. I am not sure how long it will last, but it may be for awhile.
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you have the best laugh in all the world
you are smart
you have the quickest wit
you give service to everyone you care about
you are so sweet
you are a good friend
you have great insights to the gosple
you have lifted me up when i felt like poop
you just laughed that i used the word poop (i know you did)
you aren't as awkward as you think
you are easy to be around
you are beautiful
you are loved annie. i am sorry that you aren't feeling great about yourself right now... believe me when i say that i know how you feel. you are so wonderful and i am lucky to be your friend. i have a lot of really great memories with you... staying up late talking, rolling our eyes at michelle, making fun of people at ward stare, you coming up to my family's house all those times, helping me, supporting me when i was a psycho, coming to see my shows...
there is so much that i love.
i love andrea carrie howard!!! you are such a wonderful, beautiful woman. you have come along way in life. i hope you feel better. love you!
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